February 2012
52 posts
When I’m loud, people think I’m annoying.
When I’m quiet, people ask me what’s wrong?
Whaaaaaaat the heck do you want from me?!
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That feeling
murderceequote:
where you no longer know how you feel. Your mind is completely gone. Thoughts are overly running through your head. Mixed feelings. Mixed thoughts. As cliche it may sound, you feel hopeless like no one can save you.
I really don’t give a crap about relationships and guys right now.
Nope.
I can’t count on you.
I don’t like a lot of people. I’m not nice. I am a bitch. I am shady. I am a fake. I’m what you see as fucked up. But although, I’m not a happy person. I will smile.
BULLSHIT BULLSHIT BUUUUULLSHIT.
“Friends” really do have their way of planting bullshit lies in your fucken head. “I’ll always be there for you no matter what.” STFU. AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD AND MY LIFE. What’s the damn point? There is no point having friends who impacted you and then.. Walk all over you. There’s no point. What difference does it...
Valentine’s Day.
It is so unnecessary to get jealous on Valentine’s Day. Just cause.. what? That you see every taken girl carrying a bouquet of roses? Tsk, honestly, I don’t think that’s anything special. It kind of proves how every guy are similar. And it proves how they need a DAY to show their girl that she’s oh so “special”. Fellas should be treating...
I stopped caring for your problems because I have my own.
Just because I don't react, doesn't mean I don't...
When I’m pissed, stress, mad, annoyed.. whatever. I stay, quiet. Especially when I hate people and I’m at school, with too many damn people around me. Like.. just stfu. I don’t want to talk to anyone of you. Why would it matter if I stay quiet anyways? Maybe I hate small petty talk. Maybe I would rather have a talk with someone who actually cares about how my day was. Maybe I...
Emergency Room
This is my second time hearing someone very special and important to me is in the emergency room. I hate hate hate HATEE that word.. I just can’t help but think of the worse..
Now I’m waiting anxiously for them to come home.
I don’t even know what I’m doing with my life right now…
I’m going to just… go to community college..
Yup..
Smart girls are the over-thinkers, the insecure...
They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing in life. Why? To avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. They trust less people. They’re insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. Of course they try to live away from a drama-free life. Smart...
I don’t wanna be close with anyone anymore.
People who underestimates me.
They’re the reason why I’m striving to become better and prove them how deeply wrong they are. If my ideas aren’t getting to them. Then, fuck it cause I’m done trying to repeat myself over and over again. Keep talking mess. But.. after I’m done with everything, I’d like to see you question me again. Cause I know, I’m...